♥ Sunday, October 22, 2006 ♥
10:56:00 PM
i used to take things as it comes and goes
friends are just like traffic lights to me
cuz i jus dun seemed to keep up wif them
often ending wif a quarrel or a backstabbing story
when i really want to stop all these stuffs
a knight came into my way
and brought me light
fun days were the times when happy moments were shared
despite of a hectic schedue we had
we never failed to meet each other
and bright up the other person's day
that period of time
i managed to smile happily
and took of tt face mask of mine
i just wanna keep that smile as long as ever
i dun ever wan to wear a face mask anymore
it hurts to act
trying to b happy was a torture
i always see an ugly monster when i looked into the mirror
and it seems tt it's crying rather badly
the feeling was bad
as in very bad
nobody knew how u feel
or even bothered
no matter how much i try to find tt person
it seems fate doesnt permits
or perhaps we arent supposed to meet in the first place
the whole thing was just like an accident
from the start
we wasnt even supposed to meet
i shldnt been so kind to help lai tie balloon
i shldnt have waited for ? (i cant rmb.. is it cindy?)
we shldnt have exchanged numbers
nor to meet in the canteen
but the error carried on
we ended up watching concerts
taking wrong buses
thus landing in orchard
and taking a long cab back home
u shldnt have been so nice in the first place
then nothing of all this shld even have happen
perhaps i've been a bitch to say this
but really
i'm the one suffering
not u
how do u noe how it feels to b in this manner
have u even placed urself into my shoes?
i'm a girl
please give me back my diginity
and everything
but i admit
u have really been nice
far too nice in tt relationship
but
when the relation have ended
u shooed me away as if i'm some disease
is this the way how u treat a person?
i doubt so.
